My daughter came to visit. With her beard, And scarred and hairy chest. With her deep voice And strange behaviour. For a week, I smiled and told her I loved her, I numbed my heart And hid my tears.
Now she has gone And I am left with a rash from her beard Which scratched me as I kissed her goodbye, And a sickness In the pit of my stomach. I spent a week loving a stranger And I am still waiting for my daughter.
At Christmas I got to see the fresh scars on my 23 year old daughter who has a beard and receding hairline. There is no way to describe the heartbreak that I feel for alll she is giving up.
My heart aches for you, for all of us enduring this insanity. We continue to love them and wait for their return to us. I really don’t think they understand the utter pain we feel knowing the harm they are inflicting on themselves. We kept them safe for their childhoods and now we stand helplessly by. I’m so sorry for what you went through ♥️