This is my heart. It’s interesting how much my daughter’s entrapment actually makes me long for death. It’s not a suicidal wish but rather, I think, a longing for the pain to end, a longing for things to be set aright, a longing for hope and rest when those are so hard to find. Even when my body is supposed to be at rest, I have similar dreams of my sweet, sassy, beautiful, quirky girl as a child. When I pass the family photos in the hallway my heart cries out for restoration and longs for relief from the suffering . . . for her, for us. Thank you for sharing and putting my heart into words.
Thank you for such a tender spiritual prayer. May God make it so and rescue your sweet daughter from the hand of the enemy. Amen Lord Jesus come quickly.
I do dream this way before I fall to sleep. Remembering my sweet, funny, smart child who was so close to me before this cult entered his life.
It’s been 36 months now and I don’t know who my child is anymore. He’s mean, angry, narcissistic, avoiding and down right a stranger. I miss him so much. He desperately needs mental help to get out of this cult. Not hormones that make him emotional and not thinking clearly.
I pray daily that he’ll wake up and realize what he’s is doing is so wrong and starts to love himself. Jesus I trust in you.
Same here. The dread I feel of seeing him as he is now sometimes consumes me yet I would much prefer he allow the love into his life than he continue cutting off every healthy person who cares for him. I don't see how he will ever recover.
Heartbreaking to read, I miss my daughter so much. Here is an article printed by the Mothers Grim substack on the history leading up to this moment in time.
Such a brutally honest & beautifully written prayer!
I haven't seen my daughter since she decided to transition & started meds. I feel selfish saying that I am glad I have not seen my girl in person yet & I'm bloody dreading what I might see. Of course I love & miss her but she will be changed for ever!
I too have dreams about her as a young child & wonderful memories of her as a beautiful teen & young lady. These thoughts & images give me both joy & grief! As many here are saying, these feelings can only understood by those that have a shared experience of this death cult.
It may be too late for my daughter & others but this cult must be destroyed before more young lives are stolen & families are torn apart & left broken hearted. Bless you all!!
Achingly beautiful. Your love for your daughter is eternal. No evil can diminish it.
This is my heart. It’s interesting how much my daughter’s entrapment actually makes me long for death. It’s not a suicidal wish but rather, I think, a longing for the pain to end, a longing for things to be set aright, a longing for hope and rest when those are so hard to find. Even when my body is supposed to be at rest, I have similar dreams of my sweet, sassy, beautiful, quirky girl as a child. When I pass the family photos in the hallway my heart cries out for restoration and longs for relief from the suffering . . . for her, for us. Thank you for sharing and putting my heart into words.
Unless you've walked this awful, treacherous road, No one quite understands exactly how much this break a you as a parent. It's just awful
Oh this makes me ache so deeply 💔🥺 sending you love
I am sobbing. I pray she comes back to reality. Back to you. Not only in your dreams 🙏🏻
This is so hard!
My heart goes out to you, my prayers for you and all the parents suffering for our beloved children.
God bless you.
I have these dreams too. It feels like my own voice when I read this 😢
Thank you, a very moving piece.
Have cross posted
https://dustymasterson.substack.com/p/i-put-a-spell-on-you
Dusty
Thank you for such a tender spiritual prayer. May God make it so and rescue your sweet daughter from the hand of the enemy. Amen Lord Jesus come quickly.
I do dream this way before I fall to sleep. Remembering my sweet, funny, smart child who was so close to me before this cult entered his life.
It’s been 36 months now and I don’t know who my child is anymore. He’s mean, angry, narcissistic, avoiding and down right a stranger. I miss him so much. He desperately needs mental help to get out of this cult. Not hormones that make him emotional and not thinking clearly.
I pray daily that he’ll wake up and realize what he’s is doing is so wrong and starts to love himself. Jesus I trust in you.
Same here. The dread I feel of seeing him as he is now sometimes consumes me yet I would much prefer he allow the love into his life than he continue cutting off every healthy person who cares for him. I don't see how he will ever recover.
Heartbreaking to read, I miss my daughter so much. Here is an article printed by the Mothers Grim substack on the history leading up to this moment in time.
https://margox.substack.com/p/cults-undue-influence-and-the-synthetic?publication_id=1840579&post_id=156151901&isFreemail=true&r=khop7&triedRedirect=true
Please Father, hear our prayer. Amen.
So beautiful,
so full of pain.
But hope endures...
Hear our prayers, oh Lord.
I love you,
Indio
Such a brutally honest & beautifully written prayer!
I haven't seen my daughter since she decided to transition & started meds. I feel selfish saying that I am glad I have not seen my girl in person yet & I'm bloody dreading what I might see. Of course I love & miss her but she will be changed for ever!
I too have dreams about her as a young child & wonderful memories of her as a beautiful teen & young lady. These thoughts & images give me both joy & grief! As many here are saying, these feelings can only understood by those that have a shared experience of this death cult.
It may be too late for my daughter & others but this cult must be destroyed before more young lives are stolen & families are torn apart & left broken hearted. Bless you all!!
I share your grief.
I dream about my son as he once was and when I wake up I am overwhelmed with sadness.
Waking up can be so hard sometimes.