This is my heart. It’s interesting how much my daughter’s entrapment actually makes me long for death. It’s not a suicidal wish but rather, I think, a longing for the pain to end, a longing for things to be set aright, a longing for hope and rest when those are so hard to find. Even when my body is supposed to be at rest, I have similar dreams of my sweet, sassy, beautiful, quirky girl as a child. When I pass the family photos in the hallway my heart cries out for restoration and longs for relief from the suffering . . . for her, for us. Thank you for sharing and putting my heart into words.
Thank you for such a tender spiritual prayer. May God make it so and rescue your sweet daughter from the hand of the enemy. Amen Lord Jesus come quickly.
I do dream this way before I fall to sleep. Remembering my sweet, funny, smart child who was so close to me before this cult entered his life.
It’s been 36 months now and I don’t know who my child is anymore. He’s mean, angry, narcissistic, avoiding and down right a stranger. I miss him so much. He desperately needs mental help to get out of this cult. Not hormones that make him emotional and not thinking clearly.
I pray daily that he’ll wake up and realize what he’s is doing is so wrong and starts to love himself. Jesus I trust in you.
Same here. The dread I feel of seeing him as he is now sometimes consumes me yet I would much prefer he allow the love into his life than he continue cutting off every healthy person who cares for him. I don't see how he will ever recover.
Heartbreaking to read, I miss my daughter so much. Here is an article printed by the Mothers Grim substack on the history leading up to this moment in time.
Such a brutally honest & beautifully written prayer!
I haven't seen my daughter since she decided to transition & started meds. I feel selfish saying that I am glad I have not seen my girl in person yet & I'm bloody dreading what I might see. Of course I love & miss her but she will be changed for ever!
I too have dreams about her as a young child & wonderful memories of her as a beautiful teen & young lady. These thoughts & images give me both joy & grief! As many here are saying, these feelings can only understood by those that have a shared experience of this death cult.
It may be too late for my daughter & others but this cult must be destroyed before more young lives are stolen & families are torn apart & left broken hearted. Bless you all!!
Every s often, I have dreams of Lisie at age 3 (now almost 43) and Robbie at age 6 (now 45) and my heart breaks that I will never know them again by those names. I wake up crying. I changed my will. No inheritance (if there is any) for any of my four children who changed their given birth names. I have two older children who are Gen X and living normal lives. They missed the madness that hit the Millennials and down the generations after that. It is like the younger are dead, but not dead. Imposters have replaced them. The youngest doesn’t speak to us any more.
I know it's none of my business but if you are a believer in God I hope you will reconsider leaving your 4 children nothing. It won't help your legacy and may block your blessing that is not for the cult things but for them as your child.
Achingly beautiful. Your love for your daughter is eternal. No evil can diminish it.
This is my heart. It’s interesting how much my daughter’s entrapment actually makes me long for death. It’s not a suicidal wish but rather, I think, a longing for the pain to end, a longing for things to be set aright, a longing for hope and rest when those are so hard to find. Even when my body is supposed to be at rest, I have similar dreams of my sweet, sassy, beautiful, quirky girl as a child. When I pass the family photos in the hallway my heart cries out for restoration and longs for relief from the suffering . . . for her, for us. Thank you for sharing and putting my heart into words.
I am sobbing. I pray she comes back to reality. Back to you. Not only in your dreams 🙏🏻
This is so hard!
My heart goes out to you, my prayers for you and all the parents suffering for our beloved children.
God bless you.
I have these dreams too. It feels like my own voice when I read this 😢
Thank you, a very moving piece.
Have cross posted
https://dustymasterson.substack.com/p/i-put-a-spell-on-you
Dusty
Thank you for such a tender spiritual prayer. May God make it so and rescue your sweet daughter from the hand of the enemy. Amen Lord Jesus come quickly.
I do dream this way before I fall to sleep. Remembering my sweet, funny, smart child who was so close to me before this cult entered his life.
It’s been 36 months now and I don’t know who my child is anymore. He’s mean, angry, narcissistic, avoiding and down right a stranger. I miss him so much. He desperately needs mental help to get out of this cult. Not hormones that make him emotional and not thinking clearly.
I pray daily that he’ll wake up and realize what he’s is doing is so wrong and starts to love himself. Jesus I trust in you.
Same here. The dread I feel of seeing him as he is now sometimes consumes me yet I would much prefer he allow the love into his life than he continue cutting off every healthy person who cares for him. I don't see how he will ever recover.
Heartbreaking to read, I miss my daughter so much. Here is an article printed by the Mothers Grim substack on the history leading up to this moment in time.
https://margox.substack.com/p/cults-undue-influence-and-the-synthetic?publication_id=1840579&post_id=156151901&isFreemail=true&r=khop7&triedRedirect=true
Please Father, hear our prayer. Amen.
So beautiful,
so full of pain.
But hope endures...
Hear our prayers, oh Lord.
I love you,
Indio
Such a brutally honest & beautifully written prayer!
I haven't seen my daughter since she decided to transition & started meds. I feel selfish saying that I am glad I have not seen my girl in person yet & I'm bloody dreading what I might see. Of course I love & miss her but she will be changed for ever!
I too have dreams about her as a young child & wonderful memories of her as a beautiful teen & young lady. These thoughts & images give me both joy & grief! As many here are saying, these feelings can only understood by those that have a shared experience of this death cult.
It may be too late for my daughter & others but this cult must be destroyed before more young lives are stolen & families are torn apart & left broken hearted. Bless you all!!
I share your grief.
I dream about my son as he once was and when I wake up I am overwhelmed with sadness.
Waking up can be so hard sometimes.
Every s often, I have dreams of Lisie at age 3 (now almost 43) and Robbie at age 6 (now 45) and my heart breaks that I will never know them again by those names. I wake up crying. I changed my will. No inheritance (if there is any) for any of my four children who changed their given birth names. I have two older children who are Gen X and living normal lives. They missed the madness that hit the Millennials and down the generations after that. It is like the younger are dead, but not dead. Imposters have replaced them. The youngest doesn’t speak to us any more.
I know it's none of my business but if you are a believer in God I hope you will reconsider leaving your 4 children nothing. It won't help your legacy and may block your blessing that is not for the cult things but for them as your child.
Sometimes I cry when I read these essays. But today I am wailing. Lord have mercy ♡♡♡