I know how you feel, I felt exactly the same, without God it only gets worse , we need Him, He did not abandon you.
“This suffering person cried out: the LORD listened and saved him from every trouble.”
Psalms 34:6 CEB
bible.com/bible/37/psa.…
The miracle we need can only come from Him. Keep the faith and when it gets too hard ask for more faith. Take care of your self.
https://bible.com/bible/37/psa.34.6.CEB
I know how you feel, I felt exactly the same, without God it only gets worse , we need Him, He did not abandon you.
“This suffering person cried out: the LORD listened and saved him from every trouble.”
Psalms 34:6 CEB
https://bible.com/bible/37/psa.34.6.CEB
The miracle we need can only come from Him. Keep the faith and when it gets too hard ask for more faith. Take care of your self.