Your letter brought tears to my eyes. What a beautiful expression of your love for your child . Each letter I read is such a reflection of my soul and all the other parents out there who have lost their children to this cult. I never dreamt in a million years that I would be going through this . I have written many letters to my son and …
Your letter brought tears to my eyes. What a beautiful expression of your love for your child . Each letter I read is such a reflection of my soul and all the other parents out there who have lost their children to this cult. I never dreamt in a million years that I would be going through this . I have written many letters to my son and I have never gotten a response. It is so hard to keep going and have faith that you will see them again , that you will hug them again that you will hear them say I love you again . I heard a quote from a well known pastor who said dont give up hope, think of it as patiently expecting, I have tried to cling to that belief but it is still hard . I have faith and I have a strong belief in God. Still sometimes you want to scream at him why why why is this happening. I want my child back I want my family back. I guess we all need to pray for peace and try to patiently expect that one day they will come back to us .
I have screamed at Him, and He held space for me to fall apart. He loves us enough to allow it, so go ahead and scream when you need to. I have been so hurt, so angry, so depressed by our estrangement, I look ten years older (in a year’s time) from the ordeal. It threw me headlong into menopause immediately, and all sorts of health issues came to the surface to trouble me. I feel as though I’ve been at war, when all I ever wanted was peace.
Now I have it, though the battle rages on around me. I am not a part of it anymore, I’m merely a survivor of it. We are still estranged, but my mind doesn’t dwell in the moment, it’s focused entirely on eternity. And God’s plans for our children are bigger than our own. ❤️
Thank you for sharing, When I feel on the brink of going down the path of blaming myself and feeling like a failure, I do turn to God , I cry a lot of tears and the pain is unbearable at times, God is the only thing that can get me through it. I am so happy that you have been able to move forward, it’s not easy, I’m trying to do that so I can enjoy what time I have left here on this planet .
Healing is a journey, not a destination. Be gentle with yourself, compassionate, and kind. Give yourself space and time to process it all. It’s a lot to navigate, but I do believe that with faith, the road is made a little smoother. Sending you love! ❤️
Your letter brought tears to my eyes. What a beautiful expression of your love for your child . Each letter I read is such a reflection of my soul and all the other parents out there who have lost their children to this cult. I never dreamt in a million years that I would be going through this . I have written many letters to my son and I have never gotten a response. It is so hard to keep going and have faith that you will see them again , that you will hug them again that you will hear them say I love you again . I heard a quote from a well known pastor who said dont give up hope, think of it as patiently expecting, I have tried to cling to that belief but it is still hard . I have faith and I have a strong belief in God. Still sometimes you want to scream at him why why why is this happening. I want my child back I want my family back. I guess we all need to pray for peace and try to patiently expect that one day they will come back to us .
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I have screamed at Him, and He held space for me to fall apart. He loves us enough to allow it, so go ahead and scream when you need to. I have been so hurt, so angry, so depressed by our estrangement, I look ten years older (in a year’s time) from the ordeal. It threw me headlong into menopause immediately, and all sorts of health issues came to the surface to trouble me. I feel as though I’ve been at war, when all I ever wanted was peace.
Now I have it, though the battle rages on around me. I am not a part of it anymore, I’m merely a survivor of it. We are still estranged, but my mind doesn’t dwell in the moment, it’s focused entirely on eternity. And God’s plans for our children are bigger than our own. ❤️
Thank you for sharing, When I feel on the brink of going down the path of blaming myself and feeling like a failure, I do turn to God , I cry a lot of tears and the pain is unbearable at times, God is the only thing that can get me through it. I am so happy that you have been able to move forward, it’s not easy, I’m trying to do that so I can enjoy what time I have left here on this planet .
Healing is a journey, not a destination. Be gentle with yourself, compassionate, and kind. Give yourself space and time to process it all. It’s a lot to navigate, but I do believe that with faith, the road is made a little smoother. Sending you love! ❤️
Thank you so much for your kind words of support ❤️