I would love to hear more about your journal. My family has been in this silent nightmare for 12 years. My brilliant son took the final step last week and had vaginoplasty in the state of Pennsylvania. We live in California where he was raised. He turned 30 on March 3th. He is completely brainwashed. I feel your pain.
I would love to hear more about your journal. My family has been in this silent nightmare for 12 years. My brilliant son took the final step last week and had vaginoplasty in the state of Pennsylvania. We live in California where he was raised. He turned 30 on March 3th. He is completely brainwashed. I feel your pain.
Oh Jennifer, I share your son's birthday and this just broke my heart. I hope that he is recovering okay as sometimes the after surgery recovery can be very difficult. My heart hurts for yours. My son may someday make that same decision and so I empathize. There is a video series called "How Do you like me now" and it is some adult detransitioners talking who have had this surgery as well as others. If you can find it , it may bring some comfort. My prayers are for both you and your son. Lord have mercy.
This is so hard, especially since he went through with the extreme body mutilation of it all. I am shaking my head as I write this, trying to find words to say. The cult has its talons in your baby, I am afraid. And I am sure you already know this.
All I can really do is listen and fight the "transmafia" here in NYC at monthly school meetings on behalf of all of us who are suffering through their gender ideology.
I don't know if the Video below will help you, but I hope it does. I was the only 1 to speak up against the transmafia AGAIN. (I had previously shared last month's fight). I spoke twice (there are 2 public sessions) and when I spoke in the second session, I called out how the PHARMACEUTICAL COMPANIES GIVE MONEY TO THE SCHOOLS.
I am Linking below to approximately when I start talking in both sessions, but you may want to watch the whole thing to see how these cultists behave:
I am so sorry. My son is 4 years into hormones at 23. I'm so devastated, but I can't/don't want to imagine my exponential pain if my son mutilated himself in this mind boggling horrific way. I hope you find path to some sort of solace after this added wound to your heart and mind. Maybe after 12 years, though, your wounding by all this is muted?
It is just a marble notebook less than $1.00 at Walmart. When I lay down at night, I can't sleep as my daughter fills my head, so I get up and write everything thing that I'm thinking into the notebook. It tends to be all the things that I'd say to my daughter if she wasn't estranging me. Sometimes I treat it as a letter. Other times, honestly I'm so angry and I write that too. I write my fears, my love and all the remembrances of happy shared moments. It is for me. It allows me to vent, to rage, to remember, to express my fears, warnings, reason, love, regrets. It allows me to untangle her accusations, her arguments her misinterpretations, In this moment when I am denied the ability to talk to her, I can say the things that I would say to her and the things that I would never say to her. It allows me to get thoughts off my chest and our of my mind.
I would love to hear more about your journal. My family has been in this silent nightmare for 12 years. My brilliant son took the final step last week and had vaginoplasty in the state of Pennsylvania. We live in California where he was raised. He turned 30 on March 3th. He is completely brainwashed. I feel your pain.
Oh Jennifer, I share your son's birthday and this just broke my heart. I hope that he is recovering okay as sometimes the after surgery recovery can be very difficult. My heart hurts for yours. My son may someday make that same decision and so I empathize. There is a video series called "How Do you like me now" and it is some adult detransitioners talking who have had this surgery as well as others. If you can find it , it may bring some comfort. My prayers are for both you and your son. Lord have mercy.
My prayers are with you. I am so sorry. 💔
Hi Jennifer,
This is so hard, especially since he went through with the extreme body mutilation of it all. I am shaking my head as I write this, trying to find words to say. The cult has its talons in your baby, I am afraid. And I am sure you already know this.
All I can really do is listen and fight the "transmafia" here in NYC at monthly school meetings on behalf of all of us who are suffering through their gender ideology.
I don't know if the Video below will help you, but I hope it does. I was the only 1 to speak up against the transmafia AGAIN. (I had previously shared last month's fight). I spoke twice (there are 2 public sessions) and when I spoke in the second session, I called out how the PHARMACEUTICAL COMPANIES GIVE MONEY TO THE SCHOOLS.
I am Linking below to approximately when I start talking in both sessions, but you may want to watch the whole thing to see how these cultists behave:
https://www.youtube.com/live/aywk8z35_i0?si=a1JjwY-5HlLc9UBm&t=2148
https://www.youtube.com/live/aywk8z35_i0?t=11407s
-Joanna from NYC's Medical Freedom Alliance
You can EMAIL me directly at JoannaVitalHealth@protonmail.com
I am so sorry. My son is 4 years into hormones at 23. I'm so devastated, but I can't/don't want to imagine my exponential pain if my son mutilated himself in this mind boggling horrific way. I hope you find path to some sort of solace after this added wound to your heart and mind. Maybe after 12 years, though, your wounding by all this is muted?
It is just a marble notebook less than $1.00 at Walmart. When I lay down at night, I can't sleep as my daughter fills my head, so I get up and write everything thing that I'm thinking into the notebook. It tends to be all the things that I'd say to my daughter if she wasn't estranging me. Sometimes I treat it as a letter. Other times, honestly I'm so angry and I write that too. I write my fears, my love and all the remembrances of happy shared moments. It is for me. It allows me to vent, to rage, to remember, to express my fears, warnings, reason, love, regrets. It allows me to untangle her accusations, her arguments her misinterpretations, In this moment when I am denied the ability to talk to her, I can say the things that I would say to her and the things that I would never say to her. It allows me to get thoughts off my chest and our of my mind.
Beautifully expressed.