I’m evil!
you assured me.
I asked you not to harm yourself.
I’m awful!
or so you say.
I said that you were fine as is.
You bigot!
you yelled at me.
I asked you to come back home soon.
You’re so sick!
you texted me.
Try living as a woman first.
Love is gone!
you promised me.
I can’t endorse testosterone.
Goodbye mom!
you never said.
There’s no such thing as a male brain.
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You’re not male!
Your sex is real.
I don’t know if you’ll ever learn.
They’re lying!
It’s obvious.
They tell you that your body’s wrong.
I know you!
You can’t recall.
I raised you and took care of you.
I love you!
I accept you.
I want you to accept yourself.
That’s not you!
It’s all a trick.
No need to change your whole body.
I’m crying!
I’m empty now.
You left and you’re not coming home.
I’m here alone.
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Thank you dear mom, for sharing your experience. Our hearts go out to you.
This cult brainwashes victims and attempts to sever family relationships.
May I commend you for the revolutionary act of telling the truth? Words of truth (and love) can't be easily forgotten.
I read in one of the books on trans that our kids have two personalities- the cult personality and the true personality. When you get the angry child who calls you names, won't have a calm conversation, etc., you are getting the cult personality. When you get the behaviors of the child you remember - the sweetness, the loving words or actions - you are dealing with that child's true personality. Your real child is still in there somewhere. Hang in there momma.