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M. V.M. 718's avatar

You're an adult and you're in a terrible predicament, but you are not alone. I can't tell you what to do, but my advice comes from my own experience. My 15 year old son is just now coming out of this after 3 years. It's my fault completely that he even got where he did.

I let him spend way too much time unsupervised online from too early an age, I didn't tell him all the great things there are about being a boy, and I rushed to affirm when the inevitable happened. I made almost every mistake one could make. Almost.

Then I finally stopped what I was doing and started asking questions I had never asked before. Keep asking those questions and you'll find you've taken the red pill and you're out of The Matrix. I realized what was at stake, got my head on straight, and did a 180° turn.

We homeschool him, he has no internet, no social media, and spends a lot of time outdoors, in nature... in the real world. The friends he does have are fellow homeschoolers and don't engage in gender ideology because it's not infecting their environment. If it creeps in there, we'll go elsewhere.

But these changes take time. You still have time right now. You won't once she's 18.

It sounds like the first step you need to consider is finding a therapist who does *not* affirm this adopted male identity. Personally, I would get her out of therapy altogether. Immediately. Therapists have done more damage to my family and my marriage than I can even begin to explain. If her therapist is encouraging this, and you keep taking your daughter there, you might as well concede now.

The second step is breaking her out of the social media prison she's in. If you can, get her out of the school system entirely and homeschool her. She's still 16 and under your roof. By the time she's 18, you'll have zero say in what she does. For now, you can save her from the gender cult, but you'll have to take drastic steps and take that fork in the road you know you need to take, but you've been avoiding. This is your daughter. Save her while you still can. If you don't do it, no one will. You may be afraid she'll fight you, rail against you, hate you, even, if you take these drastic steps. Maybe this will happen. For a while. And it won't be pretty. Deprogramming never is.

But can you imagine how much she'll resent you 10 years from now, when she's got facial hair, a man's voice, a man's face, no breasts, possibly no reproductive organs, and she wants to know why you didn't save her from her teenage self? Which fork in the road will you wish you'd taken then? One direction has at least the possibility of redemption and healing at the end. The other has just more of the same.

I'd rather regret something I did than something I didn't do.

I sincerely wish you and your child luck and wisdom and healing with all my heart.

These books changed my life:

:Gordon Neufeld and Gabor Mate

Hold On to Your Kids: Why Parents Need to Matter More Than Peers

Leonard Sax

The Collapse of Parenting: How We Hurt Our Kids When We Treat Them Like Grown-Ups

Helen Joyce

Trans: Gender Identity and the New Battle for Women's Rights

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Georgie K's avatar

Personally, I think you could do yourself more damage than good in trying figure out what you may have done wrong, and beating yourself up about seemingly innocent decisions. Your post indicates that you have done the best you could at the time, in the face of huge and varied external influences and societal pressures, both online and offline. My mother has indicated that she thinks it is our fault, and I’ve spent years thinking she was somehow right, but I’m not doing that any more.

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