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Average Dad's avatar

remorse...I feel more: anger, sadness, revulsion, disgust

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Adri Mans's avatar

Remorse? Why, do you think that you could have done anything about it and you didn't? You are hurt, we all are. All here in this platform are hurt. This is the club of the broken parent's hearts. It is what it is, we only can move forward and fight against this so it doesn't happen again, the future demands us to do it for the ones that still are there exposed to the malice of lies.

I am thankful for your "letter", your frustration is palpable but truthful, authentic and human!

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Ray Maddalone's avatar

Turn your remorse to action. Organize and kick any school board member who supports trans ideology out. Move up to city council members, mayor, state reps and federal congressional members. Get mad and do something.

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Mothers Grim's avatar

We are on the brink of a technocratic state who with their fancy tools (AI, data...) dictate the truth or rather the scientism to be mandated. The populace now pays the corporate stakeholders with their own children. Recognizing it is key, speaking out however possible, and refusing to lie and comply with their agenda will help.

I pray your nephew wakes from his trance.

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Emily Ann's avatar

You're a wonderful aunt to care so much, and to be willing to question rather than cheerfully affirm, like so many family members end up doing. Praying for your nephew and for all of our kids to wake up from this nightmare.

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AW's avatar

Thank you for speaking the words I want to say and yet can’t find. Thank you for sharing your story so we know we are all not alone.

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Poeima's avatar

Thank you for sharing. This caught so many of us by surprise. And yet so many are still buying into the lies. Our eyes have been opened and praying that theirs will be too.

I pray that you will receive peace in your heart one day. I pray that you will still have a relationship with him and be able to help him heal from any hurts or angers that impacted that. I often pray that my step daughters relationships with the trans community will become hostile and broken. So that she will return to us.

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Dr Pamela Williams's avatar

Hi Sandra

I can't believe what has happened to our 'profession'! What about us being scientist-practitioners? Thank you for taking a stance, even at great cost to yourself. I wrote this article, about what I call Fake News Gender Dysphoria (FNGD).

https://x.com/Psychgirl211/status/1808825717204922755

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Lee Spencer's avatar

Not discounting the grief you are feeling, but when I think of 'remorse,' I think of regret. As a matter of fact, I think regret and remorse are synonyms. Regret/remorse for things I failed to do or things I did. Do you feel as though there was something you could have done to prevent all this?

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Grandma Eileen's avatar

No, there was nothing I could have done. Blindsided.

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Dale W. Yarbrough's avatar

As grandparents, our hearts are so torn around our child’s acquiescence to the demands made by her daughter to be a boy. Truly, we do not know who all the people are that coerced the child to proceed down this trail. We are grieving.

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Dr Pamela Williams's avatar

I also wrote an article about the horrors faced by Transwidows and the Transfatherless:

https://x.com/Psychgirl211/status/1892144048871227734

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Dr Pamela Williams's avatar

I hope I have captured the incalculable evil of gender ideology and the terrible damage it has done to families. And as a mother too I wanted to bring this issue to light. But I have been reported to my professional body for posting 'harmful tweets' and it looks like I may be struck off and lose my practising license . But I don't care. It is my obligation as a clinical psychologist to speak out, and I will continue to do so. .

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jensz's avatar

I quit a job over having to help market / communicate the trans garbage to students/parents at a school board ... I am glad that there are people who will stick with their values more than a paycheque.

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Hopeful Mom's avatar

This saddens me to hear this!! Praying that all of the good you are doing will shine further than you will ever know!!! 🙏🏻♥️

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Sandra Pinches's avatar

I too am a clinical psychologist. I haven't yet been reported, but have been fired immediately every time I told a client that I think GAC is unethical, or that I don't believe men are women. None of these people was "trans." I expect that someone will report me sooner or later. I am of retirement age, but not yet ready to stop working. If I am forced, I hope that I will be able to use the situation to get attention to our side of the argument against GAC.

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Lil Mcloughlin's avatar

I’m sure you know that if it comes to that

There are organisations who will help,

In Uk we have Sex Matters, Lumos (JKR)…. Free Speech Union now

That we no longer have free speech in the UK 🇬🇧 not even if this our flag here anymore.

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Sandra Pinches's avatar

Yes, I will contact Do No Harm and try to hire a lawyer who already wants to take on the battle.

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paleblue's avatar

Have you considered suing? I think that lawsuits and their threat are the only measures that will really bring down the proponents and organizations behind this.

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Sandra Pinches's avatar

The consumers who stop using my services have the legal right to do so for any reason, so unless they report me I accept whatever decision they make. I actually would prefer that they choose to leave my practice.

The insurance companies that were harassing me have stopped contacting me since Trump was elected and started attacking the DEI game. I don't yet have a basis for proving that I have been discriminated against with regard to reimbursements. One has to have information about what other contracted professionals have been paid who have given those companies the information they demanded, and who qualify as people of color, "trans," etc. If I do find out that what I suspect is accurate, I will pursue legal action.

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Faith Kuzma's avatar

I pray we are enough past "TRANS" mania that your job is safe!

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Sandra Pinches's avatar

Thank you! We are not at all past the "trans" horror here in Oregon. True Believing Democrats and socialists are completely in control of the state, and the gender racket is generating vast sums of money for some of the hospitals here.

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Minnemom's avatar

Thank you for sharing this perspective. The tragedy really does ripples out from the victim, to the parents; to the aunts, uncles, cousins; to the friends; to the neighbors; and broader community.

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PS's avatar
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”Deep regret or guilt for a wrong committed.”

I’ve had to take ownership of a few things during this journey. One is my own plummet into ideology, starting as a teenager. With the help of MTV and after-hours PBS, I formed the belief, as one commenter stated above, that sex was really no big deal. And I hung onto this belief, blowing through a couple of marriages and eventually stabilizing somewhat and raising children.

We often counsel one another with “don’t be so hard on yourself,” and “their transition isn’t about you,” and so forth.

Well at the time my daughter started to struggle, I had fully jumped on several liberal bandwagons. I was taking my children to Planned Parenthood rallies and other protests, I was a big-time liberal keyboard warrior on Facebook. I even affirmed her for the first few weeks (we are 5 years in) even saying we’d keep it from her stepfather—the only dad she’s ever known due to my poor choices. God, I made a mess.

I’ve changed significantly since then, but that radical change must look like insanity to my daughter. Mom used to be cool, now she’s crazy.

So, yes, my daughter was aided and abetted by the Internet, therapists and schools, friends and their parents.

But who exposed her to all that? Who bought her a cell phone and computer? Who sent her to public school? Who put down those crazy Conservatives? Who exposed her to literature and other family structures? Who gave her a very loosely defined, feel-good, anything-goes definition of “spirituality?” Who modeled toxic femininity and not accepting and loving her own body? Who failed to arm her against the idea that propaganda is very real and that to society, she is nothing more than an experiment, cannon fodder, really. Who failed to protect her against the groomers?

Me. I did all of the above. Because it was easier to let a computer and a school system raise my child.

It’s not like I didn’t have choices. There is so much I could have done differently.

And who is continuing to be a less than imitation-worthy example by getting lost in her little phone crying to her little PITT friends while her other children need her…me.

God help us.

That’s not to put any of you down. We’re all hurting, including the trolls who come in here to defend this crap. But shit, it’s a new day. What am I going to do TODAY. How will I protect children TODAY. Something tells me it’s not by crying into a Substack.

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Christine Jones's avatar

PS, you are my hero of the day. Thank you for sharing your process of coming into the light of truth that it does matter who we sleep with and what we believe. It took me a while to figure that out, too. My little family suffered some for it, but probably not as much as they might have. (Thank God for His grace). Anyway, I wholeheartedly commend you for your next steps, because I know you’re going to do just what is needed for your children and family. Your “crying with the PITT crew” is much appreciated! May God continue to be with you and bless you.

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jensz's avatar

I'm glad you've begun the u-turn. We all can say we didn't do everything we should by our kids ... we all can say we failed in some way. Don't think you own the gold medal for that. People are allowed to grow and change - we should grow and change. We should never be the person we were at 18, 25, 35 ... You are allowed to do that. Your daughter is allowed to do that. Show her the best way possible - DO IT YOURSELF. Be the walking model she needs to see ... thanks for sharing.

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GenderRealistMom's avatar

Thank you. This comment really speaks to me and I see myself in much of it. Taking responsibility is very important. I think we actually MUST be hard on ourselves. Not in terms of blame or self-hate of course, but in terms of responsibility and making changes to ourselves first.

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Linda Grajewski's avatar

Let that fuel you and help do something to stop this evil! They want to cripple

intimidate and silence any other opinions, science or experience that conflicts with their agenda. Do not go down quietly!

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Linda H's avatar

I recognize that people on here are coming from different backgrounds and belief systems so I try to respect that. But since you mentioned praying to God, I’m sharing an article that speaks well into what has been a help to me having a son trafficked and missing for 10 years now.

https://harvestusa.org/the-sweet-comfort-of-the-sovereignty-of-god/

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Just Mom's avatar

Thank you for sharing that article; I needed that reminder today. And your story encourages me to keep going. Praying now for you and your son, that the Lord is speaking to his heart, drawing him to Himself.

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Linda H's avatar

Glad it was a comfort to you. And thank you for the prayers. I am confident He hears them. Praying that comfort continues to carry you on the days ahead.

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AlexEsq's avatar

wishing you much peace and joy

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