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Allyson Coulter's avatar

You have given a voice to every thought and emotion of every parent of a transitioning child. So much of what you question echoes what I have have questioned myself.

I questioned my femininity, too strong, too weak? My morals, values and character, ethics, integrity openness, and open mindednes. I've questioned my unconditional love, acceptance and promotion of individuality.

Neither of my kids showed any interest in transition until past the age of 18. They were both in private or charter schools in which I was very involved and volunteered. As a family, we did motorcycles and water sports. We had a close knit group of families that our kids were really close and secure in.

Both of my kids shared with me since they have become adults, that they suffer from body dismorphia and they do not identify with their biological gender.

Many counselors have tried to convince my youngest son to transition, but he continues to hold back. His personality is very measured and never makes decisions without much contimplation and logic.

Putting all things into perspective, just the fact that we/parents love our kids so deeply and our hearts ache for them to have love, peace and joy in their lives tells me that these kids are fortunate. Any mistakes that I/we as parents have made is not the full picture of what we are facing and the cause of what we are experiencing.

Though some of us are experiencing strained relationships with our kids, it is because we want good and not harm for them. We want to protect them from present and future regrets. That is the definition of a loving parent. We don't have all of the answers but we are searching and reaching out to understand.

I'm thankful for this community that we can express our feelings, experiences, and stories to support one another in love and liight. We/parents need love, acceptance, all of positive support we can get.

Thank you for this space

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SadMom's avatar

Every single one of these questions has plagued me for the 11 years since our daughter began her transition to her version of 'male gender'. Although we have not spoken since then, I think of her every day. But I do not question my stance on this matter. I will never affirm her decision to change her name and pronouns, take hormones, have upper (and maybe lower surgeries?), and deny that her female persona ever existed. It has been a rough road, but I am thankful that parent platforms like this now exist (they appeared to be non existent 20 years ago) to assist and support. We parents need all the support we can get. Sanity checks are vital in this crazy world.

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